Table of Contents

Table of Contents Blog Disclaimer Not Afraid of Death The Bookstore Placing the Blame The Big Bang Emergency Five Years Dreams and Realities The Box Blood Ties Pain Aftermath Fog The Couch Claus Bouncy Candy from Strangers Rebirth Starting Over As Time Goes By That's Amore Ashes to Ashes Set Me Free Washed Away Journal Looking Ahead The Old Man Hitting the Wall Altered Reality Silent Night Epilogue Author's Note